It’s supposed to get easier. I’m supposed to be doing the right thing. So why do I feel like this right now? Is it just an episode or am I lost again? Everybody is happy now, everybody except for me. Now I’m left with this emptiness, homesick and dying again. 

Cold. I made myself cold to get over you. Any second I thaw, any second I remember warmth, I fall apart and find myself fighting for my own life again. 

I don’t care I don’t care I don’t care. 

Please let me believe it. 

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