I let go of you, just to hold on tighter when you're near again. Your hands are never satisfied, your demands; never met. Your expectations are heavy, I'm crushed under the weight of your judgement. My every effort is never enough. If only I could kill the part of me that holds me back from what you need. 

Take me back to the seconds before I lost a part of me. Take me back to the moments when never had you screamed. I'll take care of you, I'll do what I have to do but the blood on the floor is proof; I can't escape from you. Tortured thoughts haunting my nights, you're everywhere I go. In my head, me in your bed I only saw your shadow. Take me away with shivers and shakes, quiet and afraid. Breathe when you let me, the apology I'm accepting, the punishment I'll always take. Lead me back into the light from the darkness you left me, bring me back to life after death and fights, breathe when you let me. 

Breathe when you let me.

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