Death

It's been three years now since Mom closed her eyes. She didn't open them again and my heart died. I miss you I love you, but nothing feels the same. Each day I get by only pretending to be sane. Shun the pain. 

It's been one year now since my soul died. He took off my clothes with my closed eyes. You can't say no if you're not even conscious, waking up with your leftovers all inside, you weren't in sight, I know I died.

I survived.