Can’t say no

I can’t say no to you. Everything within me screams don’t go there, don’t do this, don’t believe that. But with you in front of me I cannot listen, Walls I built for so long crumble so quickly. Just your voice. Do you feel it? The incomplete yearning is only in my head. Was it all a dream? I’ve dreamt it before. Just as I dreamt of you again last night. I can’t say no to you. I wouldn’t. But must I? Say nothing and I’ll let go. Say anything and I’ll know. Is it nothing? Is it me? I don’t know so I just have to leave you be. Because I can’t say no to you, but I can’t say yes if you don’t ask me to.