november 17 2021

As I've worked hard to change my mind, I watched my life change naturally with it. I'm breaking through fear, these mental changes have allowed me to branch out into my own slowly but surely. Reframing my thoughts and beliefs, doors have been opening. Shunning my previous belief that if something good happened something horrible followed, now I adopt the idea that the universe has unlimited opportunity for growth and development and satisfaction yes even for me. As i continue to work hard to reach each checkpoint, I invite at every turn the opportunities that I ask the universe for and manifest my reality daily. I've been blessed with amazing thought- provoking connections that have seemed to come out of nowhere and into my life with grace. These connections have shown me how I am growing and those around me, taught me, helped me practice new skills and finally I do not feel alone. I feel roots stretching out of me, growing in every direction. Blossoms and more blossoms. As doors continue to open I've been graced with gifts and offers, here I am overflowing with gratitude. I've done nothing to deserve the kindnessess from the angels in my life, one day in which I manifest to repay. 

I signed the lease on my first apartment today. Not only was I blessed to get into a one bedroom instead of a studio, but I have TWO bathrooms, I was manifesting the ground floor, but was not picking or ungrateful when I got the third floor. Upon signing I was informed I got the bottom floor! I've got a stove top that I definitely was not expecting! I've been given so much recently that I am too bashful to even list. When you work on yourself, with yourself, for yourself, amazing things begin to happen. The pqin is real, the grief is often unbearable, but the universe is yes, magic. Work with it. Work with yourself. Reach beyond fear, reframe and get EXCITED about that thing that scares you. Attract what you desire by rewiring your brain to manifest it.