Breaking through dissociation one layer at a time.

 Life has felt so empty and colorless for so very long it seems, and yet here I am on the brink of a mental breakthrough in midst of a mental crisis. I've begun to understand at a surface level, why my life is stuck on repeat, with only painful changes. The idealizations set before me at a young age, the trauma, it all shaped my perception of reality. This perception is NOT reality, if I can change my perceived reality, I can change my life. I can change my life. Oh, my tits, after all of this time, all of the pain, self-doubt, my roots deeply embedded in fear, I CAN uproot myself and find MY life.