I'm screaming

Always sad. Always sad? Here I am again late night screams in my mind and pressure on my chest. I'M SO ALONE I CANT ESCAPE MY LIFE IS SLIPPING IT'S TOO LATE I'M ALL ALONE AND NOBODY CARES MY HEART HAS SPIKES SO TRESPASSERS BEWARE. I WON'T HURT YOU I'M JUST SCARED. PANICKING PANICKING IT'S COMING UP MY EYES OPEN WIDE MY JAW CLENCHING SHUT I DON'T THINK THAT I'M ENOUGH! Now what?