Almost

Do you show up out of nowhere so that I can't erase you from my mind? It could take me an entire lifetime. Don't give me false hope again please, I've got enough pain to ease. I hate this but I can't hate you. No matter what I try it what I do. Are you messing with my head? You could just love me instead. Take me back to before we met, when I had never loved and my mind was set. I wasn't the fool letting my heart reak, I had high walls they weren't fake. But it's too late. Do you know what it's done to me, or do you even care? I just don't see how I'm here and you're there, is this fair? It is what it is, he's not mine but I'm still his, I can't win.